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Monday, July 30, 2012

OCD

OCD!

Now where do I begin with this little fiasco! The first time I remember doing something that was OCD, was when I was going through everything with my step-dad! I felt like I had to have control somewhere in my life. So I started to become very ocd and it never has left.
Everyone with OCD has their own little quirks. Mine have quite a variety from only wearing red when I have to, having things end on an even number and yes the picture above may be odd numbers but when you ad 15 and 5 it makes 20 and there you have it an even number. This ranges from radio station, how many times I touch something etc.
I check the locks on the house multiple times before I go to bed, making sure everything is locked and secure.
Make sure both of my kids are breathing and nothing is by their face.
Making sure unnecessary things are unplugged especially since our house fire.
Having to arrange things a certain way so they are spaced our evenly.
Not having my food touch.
There are a few others as well but that was just an example of the things I do.
People from family to friends notice it and it's kind of like a running joke. They will stop me in the midst of putting something in order or by going over and messing it completely up so there is not a chance I would take the time to fix it.
Yes it's very time consuming, but I believe in a way we are very OCD about something, maybe not to the extent of me, but somehow!

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